The Modern Day Mystic Story Part Twenty Five

There was a movie a few years ago called “Impostor” (I’m pretty sure) that captured with surprising accuracy this very thing. It’s a pretty good film and well worth watching and does in fact deliver quite a punch in making its point at the end. There is another movie that is related in a mind-bending sense, and will leave your mind bent, called “Memento.” It can leave you with the right frame of mind to experience what I’m describing, and I sincerely hope you all get to go through it some day.

So, are you now scratching your head wondering whether you’ve done the right thing by becoming involved in all this? Hope so, because THAT’s kinda like what I’m talking about.

The verdict? I AM a powerful force for the light and there is not even the faintest shadow of a doubt as to that truth. Not anymore. And besides, Peter says so. So THERE.

So, what’s next? Let’s see…

Oh, do you remember the I AM lady? The one that had an amazing experience as a result of her association and “energy exchange” with Peter that left her certain that she was not just the reincarnation of Jesus, but “the Master himself”? Remember her? She set quite a number of you off. She had designs from the outset to basically take over and rule the whole FirstWave thing at Peter’s side. She had more for him than even Peter knew, mainly because he had triggered in her what could only be termed as astral sex and she had a shattering orgasm that left her thinking she was Jesus. How ironic! I’m laughing right now just writing this.

She thought she and Peter were going to rule the world together and that I was basically a bystander with a “nice energy” in all of this, and that now that I’d done all I had they’d take it from there, thank you very much, let the truly powerful people step to the fore and do the job right. I jumped all over her in a letter when she’d done something of extraordinary irresponsibility. She wrote back that she had several forums and was admired by thousands of people (she may have even said millions) who were like her students or something and she couldn’t understand why our group, and especially I, was so mean to her.

I wrote her a letter basically giving an account of what had happened to her when she’d had the Divine Orgasm. She feigned disgust and I’ve never heard from her again.

She got Peter to begin writing code for those Sitter programs that were upgrades to Miracle 6, I guess is an all right way to put it. She had Peter a bit “wooled over,” which would be amazing to me were it not for the fact that his experience with her was necessary (and so maybe it was AMs that had him “wooled over”). And for whatever reason I didn’t feel any need to intercede, once again just sort of mechanically following a script. As it turns out, of course, it was a necessary experience for Peter, probably to see how NOT to make such programs, and secondly to gain a recognition that there is nothing, no substantive mechanical or mathematical processes, in those programs at all. If they work, it’s because a higher being is carrying out the task. The software we are developing will not require the intercession of a higher being other than CHI, which should be described somewhere below.

Eventually Peter “saw the light” and gave Lynn his backside. You can always distinguish a person of integrity when they simply walk away from already financially lucrative arrangements because the person they’re associated with turns out to be something of a pathological liar and a psycho. She was in Washington, DC as an ambassador for autism or something like that and was supposed to be meeting with political pundits and dorks like Congress and the president and whatnot, you know, the typical oily creepy-crawlies. She kept lying to Peter about it, giving such lame excuses that you’d think a person of even nominal creativity could come up with better excuses than she was giving. As always, I’m constantly amazed that even people who are awake can be so blind to their own lack of integrity, agenda and machinations that would continue to ensnare them in their own limiting webs. Peter just wanted to be kept in the loop, insisting that if she’s meeting with important political types maybe he needed to be in on it. So what she was telling him were things like, “Well, when I was in the Oval Office with the president my…uh…cell phone wouldn’t get a signal. I guess this went on for a couple of days. She still tries to get Peter “back.”

But anyway, Peter walked and his integrity remains intact.

Our dear Helen had quite an episode in all of this. She wrote me privately about an experience she had and couldn’t quite make sense out of. A powerful intelligent energy “entered” her and I think she also had something of a highly charged “divine” sexual experience from it as a result. She wondered if the “spirit” was me. Because there’d been reports by others that I was out and about and stepping into people’s bodies and so forth I thought it was possible. When I asked Peter he said it wasn’t me. I think Helen might still argue that point. (Helen, if any of this is off don’t hesitate to post the corrections in the private forum.)

Anyway, it’s obviously a tremendously “risky” undertaking to accelerate someone to the extent that Helen was being accelerated, especially as someone who until recently still bought into the religioustitious Christianity movie, but it was no accident that Helen found her way to FirstWave because, quite simply, accidents are all but impossible. She had obviously chosen before this embodiment everything that happened for the purpose of experience, and the reason for that experience will inevitably flesh itself out.

Anyway, Helen had a stomach disorder and the accelerations were increasing and the madness was growing and it all led to a psychotic episode and a ruptured stomach, requiring hospitalization. At that time she was writing fairly regularly and then suddenly no messages for days. The psychologist or psychiatrist she was working with diagnosed it as a psychotic episode, and if that is so then our psyche wards are filled with people who are having truly powerful spiritual experiences, which is indeed what Helen experienced, and it goes without saying that it pushed out her boundaries in a big way. (And I’ve always known, since I was young, that our psyche wards are filled with Shaman.)

Anyway, I get a letter from someone – in the subject line was “I need no introduction,” and in the body of the message was this:

“I want an explanation! Was her death worth it????????????????????????????????
I NOW AM Dragonslayer”